just back from group presentation again...
hurt my little finger..
issac also say swollen ady...
pain pain..
but no one to say my pain...
今天，家人都来看我了。。
一看到我，二舅母很惊讶说：“你怎么了？瘦那么多？？！！”。。
真的吗。。我也不懂。。
阿姨靠近我后说：“你变很憔悴。。真的很压力吗？？”。。
我只能承认。。真正的原因只有我懂。。
对。。我憔悴了。。
没睡好。。
没吃好。。
常吃药。。
好累。。很多事情发生。。
我才发现我的世界因为你的离去而缺角了。。
我不止需要你。。而是生活的一部分了。。
这个缺角，没人可以添补，没人可以修饰，因为只属于你。。
但，属于你世界我的部分呢？？我不懂。。
before they reach, i keep tidy my room..
i think of u again..
last week before u come, i did this too..
i want u to sleep comfortable...
i want u feel my warm..
i want u to know how much i want u to come...
i want u to know how happy am i..
i want u can stay good with me..
bu i din tell u all this...
u duno right...i willing to do all stuff that i lazy to do...just bcz of u...
although my hand start feel itchy..but when thk of u..
all bcum No problem..
din receive ur msg last nite..
cnt sleep again..
but i din take medicine...
coz i knew my medicine no use anymore..
i keep look at ur picture..
this is all i can do to see u...
i wake every an hour..
all scary feature come out before i aslp..terrible..
i cnt be alone...
once i'm alone...
everything is u again..
i failed my thermo test last week after u went back...
i'm useless..i keep blame myself...
but i will hardworking ady..
i will listen to u...
if u know this u sure not happi...
but i'm really stress..
like thousand stone on my chest..
my aunt say my face get virus infection ady..
duno why i feel so scare..
last few month when u went to small operation..
i cried when u go in...i feel so bad...i cnt stay beside u...u duno how much i wish to be with u...i.m sorry...
that's why i rush to u on the next day from Aimst..
i speed there..i dun care anything..i just want to see u and give u big hug and let u know i'm here for u..crazy right...
but i din tell u..i dunwn u worry me..n scold me..
still remember what u ask me after the operation?u this stupid still ask me:"biibii, i got scar on face ady..not handsome ady..u still want me?T.T.."..
hah..u really ar..lik ginna...but i answer "YES!!!no matter how is ur face...i still WANT u..muackx.."..
and then u laugh at me...n say love me..
u work whole day today...tired??
how's ur work??
today got make any new juice??
mixing around again??
dun simply mix ar..n add oil!!
faster go bath and sleep ady..
dun dota tonite...
rest better...put on blanket naa...good nitez...
today...song of the day...
i find so long..just hope u like it..
n finally found this song..
i quiet lik this...n hope u enjoy...
"Stay" from miley cyrus...
Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the starts
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you
TCK..i miss u..i miss everything..how to let u know...
n u want to know?..u wun know...i keep it..
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