i have to...

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying on the bed, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
i'm freaking missing you
the night goes by so very slow
I hope that we WON't end
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
no one realise my pain n suffer
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you
But the secret is still my own
i hav to kept it on my own...
i hav to silent...
i hav to do it without anyone realise...
i hav to pretend...
i hav to act...
my love for you is still the same..
because is you..